i'll just do it MYSELF like always.

i took a shower, then ate while fredrick went to the store to pick up my meds and some groceries. so i remembered that my psychologist wrote down for the ics workers to assist me in making a list of pca agencies in boston and calling them to find out if they have waittimes and about if they'd assist me and other questions i might have. i called ics and the ics worker came to my place, i had planned on having a phone conversation with my trustee about moving plans and she emailed me back (because last night in bed, i emailed her saying that i thought an in-person meeting might be more appropriate for such a big decision) and she agreed with me- so we scheduled that meeting in 2 weeks. then i came to my computer and i opened the list i had started for pca agencies in boston. i called three pca agencies and i had to leave a message for 2 of them. the other one gave me prices for their services and we had a conversation about what kind of assistance i needed. a little after i got off the phone with the one who answered, one of the two agencies that i left a message for returned my call. i asked them how much their services were and i told them information about me and they asked me questions. i think that both of the women i spoke to about pca services asked me why i wanted to move to boston from minnesota and i told them that i just took a trip there and it was an interesting place and it seemed like there'd be more opportunities for me there compared to minnesota. i think both of them asked me if i had family there and i said, "no.. but it's not like they really help me now here." so i'm pretty sure they were both surprised that i wanted to move from minnesota but they got the picture of why i want to move there. so i'm not sure if i surprised them with the fact that not EVERYONE in minnesota feels they have opportunities. OH SURE. I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LOOK LIKE A MINDLESS HANDICAPPED IDIOT THAT GOES TO SOME SAD EXCUSE OF A "REHABILITATION" CENTER WHO TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THEIR UNADVOCATED VULNERABLE CLIENTS! WHAT A LIFE!.. NOT. no wonder why i have PTSD.